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If I knew that I had one last day one last chance to live how would I spend it? I could follow the trees into the mountains and get lost in a valley full of springs or I could simply lay awake contouring the outlines of my shortened time line . But why live out life so bland, so dull. I want to jump out of planes and make my name stand proud. If I knew that I had one last day one last chance... I choose to live life as if I were dieing. |
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so i haven't written in this thing in two days past a year hah!. well, i truly need to update my profile thingamabobber because i can't read a damn thing and it looks really lame. could use a pick me up. speaking of pick me ups....i'm coming home from Colorado Thursday....drinking? yummm. i had a long talk with Karen today after bawling my poor little eyes out. turns out that she's just an older version of me. she is what my life is going to be in fifteenish years. which isn't horrible, she is a very overall caring person. has a great outlook on life and takes care of herself. i'm thinking about moving into my grandma's house or something. Karen inspired me to get away from the crap my family has gave me. whatever. i'll figure it out. therapy on Friday, maybe he will have some good ideas of what i could possibly do with my life. i mean i can't keep living how i am, miserable in my own house. feeling like an absolute prisoner. it's horrible. and i hate it. it doesn't make me feel any better about any of the depression thing and it definitely does not help my self esteem and overall aspect of living. hopefully change will come and it will come soon.
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is a fucking prick and anyone who associates with them is a fucking faggot. that's right i said it! it had to be said! |
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one year with the boy. o wow. it's been a long time. i love him.
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hi marvin. when i say i love you, he says bye. and that's the difference between together and broken up people.
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numbers don't mean a thing in this world of mine. oh my gosh. Nydia and i saw 'the dancing kid' for the first time today. it was really kool. everybody went to the commons JUST to see him. he looks sooo happy when he dances. i'm happy for him. he's one brave boy. ermm i ditched Calvin and told him to go home so i could hang out with Marvin. and Anthony, it was my fault so don't be mad at Marvin for listening to me. well, we thought about what we wanted to do and then we finally got some bright idea to go to Subway....always a good place. and then we went to my house and watched Anchorman. walked around the complex just to see what was up and all. got bored because i didn't know what else to do since no one ever comes over anymore. (during the day....we can't exclude Jamie nights!.....ONWARD....CARRY ON....LAND HOOOOO) funstuff. it was super hot. then after Marvin fled to his home i went over to Chrissy's and hung out with them. We watch this movie called "the Murder One" i think that's what it's called....it has Kevin Bacon in it. well anyways it was okay. Chrissy gave me a pedicure because she is nice like that so now my toenails are all bright and woo hoo. ermm Chris rubbed my back. yesss. i love my back being rubbed, it's my thing. laying down watching a movie and having your back rubbed. i love it. and i would gladly return the favor if someone were to rub mine. :) alright. school tom...wait TODAY!! bedtime. lol. good mornings peeps.
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we have just bought a 4 err now 3 pound bucket of licorice. and i have been eating them non-stop. argggh! they soo addicting and they make me super hyper. bleh. i love love love love love them they are my best friend.
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it feels like i haven't been to school in ages! whatever. i'm just happy that i actually got out of bed. i did not want to get up for school. but it's all right. i'm getting my fucking credits done with and having fun making fun of all the kids in my class with Nydia. it's a blast. i believe this year is going to be a good year. i can feel it. oh yea. and my word of the day is: OOBER!! i don't why. but there you go. haha. I'm reading Go Ask Alice. i just got it today and i'm alread on page 95. i think it has 180 something. i don't know but it's good. can't get enough. 'Jonesy' took me out to ice cream again. that was fun as usual. then we swam and talked about a few things. you know, the usual. i will visit with Chris tomorow. and another thing. i will be going to finally take my permit test July 22nd. muhahahahaa. watch out road. i'll beat your ass.
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What makes you happy? i wanna know because everyone is having problems with everything right now and people should be thinking about the things that makes them happy instead of sad.
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I don't care if you don't like my music Stan! I love it. ( Song for Poison )
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I love sabrina ♥ FRIENDS ONLY STUPID!! Duh! bestfriendforlife loser. Comment if you want to be added
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i frickin love sabrina and samantha!!! last night was theee kooolest nights ever!! definitely want to try that again! just don't trip over any wires this time around.
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i finally have a boyfriend, ♥ 2-28-05 ♥
her name is sabrina jones; we don't kiss that is just nasty; but we hug and your jealouse, you want to be my boyfriend ♥ FINALLY WE.RE NOT LONELY
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soon.
woo hoo mmm multiples
you make it easy for me
he's not listening
this is where it's at. muah*
yum yum yum yum yumy uymuy umy
Fun!
We're to kool